August 2011
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“You are the reason I believe love exist.”
– Iskandar Hassan
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This moment of silence...
Never broken like this, a hero have left her, him, me, us, broken into pieces. Not a normal day of silence, we only have grief this time on the dinner table, flashing back, 3,5 hours back to a day and then to another week, we are moving back, and back to the days of your laughter. A part of us died as you go.. Leaving us in denial.. We are hurting in silence. She is hurting in silence, but that...
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Written in Braille...
I used to write. About my secret life. Its gets so deep that it grew to be like an art. My kind of art was so abstract, painted acrylic, hard and beautiful.. It sets colours to imaginations with words that will set people’s minds to think, and its the kind of art that is going to be appreciated. But underneath it all, there was pain, smearing covering the guilt I built up over the couple of...
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“every time the cloud of pain loomed,
a tear filled my eyes,
when this lonely...”
– Javed Akhtar-Zindagi Na Milegi Dobara
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Fire fire my pants was on fire.
I brought this pain upon me. No one else. Everyone has their own little dirty secret. Like a criminal who never get caught, they will keep doing until eventually they got caught.. Its just funny how things happens years ago.. At times I let it go. At times, I find myself falling into the pit of fucking insecurity, because I was shamed by my own deed. But I know all these happens for a reason. A...
July 2011
1 post
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March 2011
2 posts
February 2011
15 posts
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“There’s nothing to mourn about death any more than there is to mourn about the...”
– The Captain Is Out to Lunch and the Sailors Have Taken Over the Ship, 1998
(via nehko42)
“There is a lesson behind every pain, a message with every person we meet, and a...”
– Wikispaces (via blessed-quotes)
“People are lessons.
Hearts are idiots,
Solitude is art.
Music is air.
Time...”
– Anonymous (via blessed-quotes)
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The gamine, the tomboy and the pixie... Rebels and...
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“When it seems impossible, when it seems like nothing is going to work,...”
– Anthony Robbins
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January 2011
13 posts
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“I came apart inside a world made of angry people
i found a boy who had a dream...”
– Colbie Caillat (Oxygen)
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The after party
3 straight weeks of partying,
my money is now draining,
should I really be complaining?
ah yes. party, get drunk, dive, dance and tada. Money gone.
ahuh, that moment just gave you the best feeling of your life. its like in a state of trance when the music start, other problems you had just gone. I don’t think I even need alcohol to accompany me with that. All that for 3 weeks I’m...
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“The drug industry spends about $15 billion a year manipulating and distorting...”
– mercola.com
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Somedays
Somedays you wake up, you get all hype up, happy, bubbly with a shield, nothing can go wrong. Even there’s fire, you’ll have a big bucket of water to put it off instantly smiling and can go on and say, “THAT was AWESOMEEE~” Somedays you wake up you went all blank, indecisive, motionless, get scared of a littlest nonsense, get all sick over a dead cat, feel like the world is...
December 2010
5 posts
2011 Resolutions
1. Driving License
2. Go on a a real checkup to clear off the things on my head and literally cut off the things I know its bothering me.
3. Save at least 100 (on rainy days) and 500 (on days I know I don’t have urge to spent)
4. Australia / New Zealand Getaway ; Mid-Year or End-of-Year.
5. Needs a real pimp on my current job by Mid-Year(if nothing changes).
6. Join alot of...
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2010 resolution Summary - from 2009
“For my new year resolution, [Exactly a year ago…]
1. Finish up Smugde for printing —- NOT
2. Save $$! Lots of it. ( open up another bank account for lifetime savings) — Halfway NOT
3. Cut down buying things I don’t need. [Fuck YES; all my moolahs gone for holidays!]
4. 2 holiday destination at LEAST. [Talk about travelling - its been a year of travelling for me, from...
Wishfully wandering: No more secrets, no more lies →
tearsofrain:
Burning bridges, breaking ties
No more secrets, no more lies
No more hurting, no more pain
Nothing to lose, nothing to gain
Did you know the world revolved around that smile
But I don’t think I’ve seen it for a while
And that windows been locked for many years
and the floor continuously…
November 2010
3 posts
“Even though your body wants to give up, your mind knows better than to quit....”
– renn - what got me through my run today (via thefitclub)
“Life is like Photography. We use the Negatives to Develop.”
October 2010
7 posts
